Hello, long time no see. I have a hard life these days.. I always keep my mouth shut when I'm in front of my friends. I can't say it (to be truth, I don't know where to start) and I think this 'feeling' is drowning inside of my heart. So painful if you want to know. So, what the heck is my problem? I can't say it clearly, but I feel that I live in the fakeness and betrayal. I can't believe in people when some peoples that I BELIEVE the most is betrayed me. I love them, really. But what did I do to them? Am I kill their mom or something? The conclusions is, I really loves them, but they don't.
So, what am I feeling now? Empty. I don't know.. I feel so empty but in deep of my heart, I can feel the pain that buried on the very bottom of my heart. If I want to open it, it's too far. But what should I do? To tell you the truth, I'm afraid. Really afraid. I'm afraid to believe in another people. I hate to be betrayed.
So, what should I do..?
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