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Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Inner Conflict

I've been staring at this blank page for a while now. Just asking myself, what should I write here. Don't get any inspiration at all /dontkickme/

I will not share my school life because it still doesn't reach one month my life in new class yet. Wait until one month or more, then maybe I can tell you something here haha.

Though there's one thing concerned me the most: College.
Yep, that's it.


I'm so positive that I will choose Visual Communication Design as my major. More precise, I want to choose Animation. But there's the problem. I think my dad is against my choice. He knows that I like drawing and spend most of time in front of my laptop, but he doesn't agree with what I desire. He said something like "What kind of job can you have after you graduate?" or something like that.

I already have that thing in my mind long before my dad said it. I know it's kinda tough to make animation in this country. I even know too, to make a good animation and to be appreciated, the answer is overseas. I know that very well. I have the second option too other than animation. But still, I really crave for this thing. I already on this stage when I don't care too much about how much I will be paid, as long as I can do my job well. Not forcing myself to do the job I don't desire to I mean. And I'm not into routine work such as.. employee. It just have no difference with school, dude. Being employee is not cool at all in my opinion. But my dad wants me to be like that,, I think....

And um.. the other reason is; the high payment my dad should do if I choose DKV.
DKV is the most expensive major in the college I want to get into.
To be honest, I am afraid that I can't pay back my dad someday.
That's the complicated life of mine haha.

I want to convince my dad that my choice is not as bad as he thinks. But how, really..

Ah, move that aside.

Tomorrow I'll have computer test (?) and they told us in class to bring one picture of character, or whatever you like, and then make it from the start using corel. And then some simple character from certain anime appeared on my head. Start from Monokuma, Kyubey, Juli, and more like that. But,, I don't find the one that most fitted (?) with me. So I decided to draw the picture myself orz.

To make like this one is pretty easy actually, just mirrored it and ta-daaaa!
... but still, it's easier if they told us to draw the picture as we like.
Hm, actually I draw this one too
I caught with the flow, so I don't realize it that it become too hard to make it on corel.
Once again why did they tell us to draw in corel,, with that line thing ;_; It's so uncomfortable ;_;



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